Thursday Night

So, I am sleep deprived, have taken a progesterone pill, and have had a glass of vodka and cran-apple juice. And I am thinking about Lily. Lily would be handling things one hundred times better than me. She's the perfect version of me and I have tried so hard to make my life worthy of who I should have been. Lily would have an awesome job, be writing masterpiece after masterpiece, and be the best girlfriend a man could ask for. And I am going to try and channel her. Let me know if I can improve in any way and I will try my damndest to be the best version of myself, I swear.